I don't say this lightly. I am so frustrated, that this may be my last post. This will be a mixture of personal rant and blog post.  I haven't posted in a while. I struggle to come up with something worth posting about. My focus has been on other matters. I realized that after 2 1/2 years of this blog, I am nowhere near where I thought I would be. I don't make a cent (or agorot) on this. I don't have many followers or subscribers. What followers I do have are an equal mix of Christians, Jews, and anti-Semites. I can't reach the people I really want to reach with my message because I don't speak Hebrew. But in the end, it doesn't seem to matter. Because whatever I do, the response from Jews is always the same. Who do you think you are? You think you know more than the Rabbis? The Sages? The Rambam? Are you a posek?